Hello, dear readers!
I’m working on a few research-intensive essays AND doing some traveling… so I will be back in your inbox April 8th. In the meantime, I’m re-publishing this poem I wrote in 2019 which sure seems relevant these days.
I’ll add a recording of it when I return home to my “sound studio,” aka my closet. xox M
Sheep Dreams
In my dreams
I am the bird
who fearlessly opens her throat
and lets loose
magnificent songs,
says the sheep.
I am the fish
who fights her way upstream
like a silver-scaled
rebel,
the wolverine
who roams for days and nights
to kill and eat for herself
alone,
she says.
I will be like the bird,
the fish, the wolverine
of my dreams,
says the sheep.
And then she hears
the comforting click of the gate,
smells the sweet oats
spilling into troughs,
feels the warmth of wooly bodies
pressing in on all sides,
and she says,
Tomorrow.
Methinks a lotta comfy sheep of this musin' / dreamin' ilk live in the USA... where yet there is the warm press of fellow dreamers, where yet sweet oats 'r plenty-full. (a bit like livin' in Cowslip's warren in Watership Down...)
In prior more halcyon daze, it would not be so chilling a piece (but chill I felt today!).
Why, back even a few years ago, it might've just been about procrastination! Why sure! We all have "big plans" perk-o-latin' in our dreams an'--pat pat on the back--no worries my friend, we all indulge in the guilty pleasure've not meetin' our greatest ex-pecked-aye-shuns... rainbow-blurry watercolors of noble plans an' adventures... Why this just might'a been about the indulgent comforts of sleepin'-in an knowin' that it's not so bad to have dreams with all their good/brave/singular an' ambitiously wild n' vivid intentions... Neverthe less.... "Supper was waitin'....an' it was still hot..." But my oh my times have changed....
Meanwhile... as sheep yet roam (an' there remains yet food in the grow-slurry an' heat from the boiler)....inaction, silence, the road paved with good intent-shuns...makes us all look a tad less fondly on these wooly naïfs, for it they fail to fully wake from their fragrant soma-secure-slumber, their shrill screams at slaughter may come a little too late...
Whereby an' wherewith--we may regrettably have ta ask ourselfs: "Do Androids Dream of Electric Sheep? (or crack open a bottle've chianti in silent prayer fer the "Silence of the Lambs")
a beautiful but chilling piece Mary--so glad ya shared it tho' it gave me... (wait fer it...) the "woolies" (ha!)
Enjoy the travels!
Baaaa....
Have a great trip 💜